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One winter there was this guy who had the whole bad boy look goin' on. He had swag, he had valor the way he carried himself, he had dark intense eyes. Just my type. He asked me out and I said yes right away. He had been watching me for a while every time he… Continue reading The Cute Guy on the Next Block
In the last 2-3 weeks I lost track of all the goddamn things I promised myself I would do. I'm like a helpless addict who relapses repeatedly. I cannot be helped. I was going to bed steadily by 1 am and now I'm back to 4 am bedtimes.... If you keep up with my blog,… Continue reading George Carlin: Possibly the Smartest MothaFucker…
Every so often I think about what if I died first, leaving the kids with my husband that I almost halfheartedly pretend to forget that there's a possibility that he parts first. It's like impossible, that can't happen, especially not to me right? My dad passed when I was 12. I feel like it would… Continue reading Is Your Spouse Replaceable?
Last week I got my first iron...I never ironed before. If something was wrinkled I'd put it in the dryer for a few mins, choose something else, or get my husband to steam it for me. I swore I would never iron, but yesterday I found myself actually enjoying it. I used to think what… Continue reading Will You Still Love Me When I’m No Longer Young & Beautiful?
Have you ever gone somewhere and not exactly blend in...? It's more than what you decided to wear that seems like an anomaly. People behave a certain way. You observe this many times at different social scenes. Nobody will approach you aside from a little "hi" and a courteous fake smile. You look unapproachable,… Continue reading 10 Things That Make You Intimidating
Growing up, I had a father who loved me, and I loved him. Eventually I came to learn that he wasn't my biological father. While it didn't seem to matter, the coming years after the man who raised me (whom I called "dad") passed away, and my life was changing in a dark direction. Growing… Continue reading Growing up "Daddy-less"
The summer is coming up, and I'm no closer to my goal than I was 6 weeks ago. Moving took a while to get settled. I'm officially settled in though, every room is completely unpacked. . There's so much I want to do, so many ideas, and things I still need to buy. I spent… Continue reading The Ultimate Overachiever
Hellooo Everyone!!! I am officially back after my 3 week hiatus. The past month has been the most grueling time of my life. Uncertainty at every corner, patience being tested, hard work, questioning your strength, faith, and all that you're trying to accomplish. I'm so tired. I feel burnt out...exhaustion doesn't even explain how I… Continue reading Through Challenges Come Strength or So They Say…
Tonight I cried happy tears as I sat beside my husband packing up our things in preparation for our move. This is a new chapter. I'm scared, I'm excited, I'm worried, I'm anxious. It will be our 5 year wedding anniversary in July this year, and the last 5 years have been hard, really hard.… Continue reading Wishing for an Eternity Together
Hey guys, I know this is the longest I've gone so far from writing. Writing has been my outlet but for some reason I've been unable to do it. I realized I'm not in a mental fog, I'm mentally "busy". I'm focused on too many things at once. For one I've been on the weight… Continue reading Needing a Break…
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